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Interests: Abi and Aurora..hxc, times of silence, friends, going to concerts, playing concerts, Baptist college of Florida
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Saturday, September 11, 2004

Currently Playing
Relationship of Command (Dig)
By At the Drive-In
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ive been in college for about a month now and its cool...its very relaxing. It just sucks being hours away from your fiance...thats a bummer

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Friday, April 23, 2004


So check this crap out! I just got word from my band that one of the first shows ill be playing with them this summer is in Macon Georgia and at least 300 kids will be there. I went and looked at macon local band shows that we'll be playing with and HOLY CRAP there are at least 300 kids at local shows!!!I cant wait for that show! I think we are gonna maybe bring a band with us.

I also was talking to my new good friend Dakota from Bloodshed Diaries and we are gonna try to get another band started when i move down that is in the vain of Anberlin, Pacifico, Dead Poetic, we honestly dont know what we are exactly yet but it wont he hardcore it wil be pop some how. We are super stoked.

I gotta freak work today...bummer work on Fridays blows!

I am ging to see underoath and since by man tomorrow so that we'll make my weekend good.

I love you Abi,
Josh


Tuesday, April 20, 2004

I know I love you, so whats holding me back. I know you mean the world to me and I don’t know why I get angry so easy. I feel like a jerk. I am a jerk. I want this to be better, I want us to feel much better. This is not the end its only the beginning. I think about the times we had in Florida. I remember the long nights in Orlando. I remember Disney and Red Lobster. I remember the nursing home with the crooked old ladies. I remember your smile when I said I love you on the back porch by the hot tub. I remember playing guitar for you at 2 in the morning. Remember laying in the computer room and falling asleep. Remember when you went out with my family while I was there with Stan. This is love. You are my love. Remember looking for a restaurant in Orlando for 2 hrs. Remember the smell of the soap or the smell of the hot cocoa in the Disney store. That was perfect. I keep thinking that time will never happen again but I’m sure this summer it will happen again. The whole time down there I thought of you constantly. I remember you holding my hand while I cried at my Grandfathers ordination service. I remember us driving back to the house in the car and smiling to the music on the radio. I remember us sitting on pillows and eating chips and good food. These are the things I wish to happen again. Lets make them happen. Orlando will be made again. I love you. You’re my present God let me open early. Sweet Dreams sweet baby.


Friday, April 09, 2004

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Cult Classic
By Scarlet
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004

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You Don't Have to Be Blood to Be Family
By Throwdown
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yah well i got my hair done "fashion" style yesterday! Its nice. Its a fohawk with white in it and its long in the front and well i have no clue how to design so ill just put a picture on here later today!

I went to a messianic haggadah service yesterday at my church and i was really interesting. We went through everything that happened on the last supper, with the exact food and everything. It was inspirational and moving. I love me so Jesus.

Well i just found out the throwdown and most precious blood tours coming to town and some other nice stuff. Im Pumped.



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